Speak of Confusion

I knew I’d always loved you;
I wanted to make you like me.
I didn’t know what to do,
For I’d never known someone
So confusing before you.

But love just goes around,

Easily finding family and friends.
But when I knew I liked you,
It started to depend
On reactions and relationships,
And means to an end.

I usually understand

What’s going on around me.
Or happening in the heads
Of those who are around me.
Those that talk to me at least,
Their motives I can see.

But that didn’t seem
To be a problem;
You talked to me enough.

But every word you spoke
Made my head lose its grip.
The simplest of your actions
Made my concentration slip.

So I couldn’t start to tell
If you even liked me
Let alone might show me love.

But now that’s all different;
I think that it’s sorted out.
But now I have less idea
Of what’s happening,
For the simplest of reasons.

Every word you speak,
Makes my heart increase tempo,
And my stomach feel weak.
In the simplest of your actions,
I see a thousand words,
But of all the words they speak
Not one of them makes sense.

When you are close to me
My head is full of air,
My wits escape my mind;
But when you’re away
My mind is full of worry
That this dream might end.